I really love my granny , really really love .
Dai yin mai .
When i got home just now & i heard my mum telling me about my granny had change to Icu just now ,i almost cry out in front of her .
I have to be strong .
I really love this granny of mine alot alot .
She takecare of me ,when i am young .
She show me all the love in this world .
Granny sorry ,if i have not vist you .
Sorry . Idk what to say .
I really miss you alot ,it has be a long time since you see me , i know . Sorry .
My tears is dripping ,my heart is damm worry .
What can i do ? Pray ?
Granny ,dun left me i beg you .
My heart bleed when i heard ,mum saying you cry at the hospital & you become very old .
I only know to cry , these few days i have secretly hide under my blankets & cry .
I am worry about you granny , granny i love you .
Thsi saturday i am going to push away all my meeting & pei you .
Granny sorry ,i love you .
Idk how to face everyboby now ,my mask is down .
I am weak .
Staying happy as long as i can .
God let my granny stay with me & nv ever left me . Plz plz i beg you .
Idk what to do ?
only crying can let me have a peace of myself